During the ThetaHealing® Class I taught over the weekend the question of choice came up.
Do we choose to be born as a human on earth?
Do we choose our parents?
Do we choose a purpose for this life?
I argued “no”. However, on other occasions, I also teach people that everything is a choice. So which is it? Is everything a choice or not?
While everything is a choice, it is the nature of the choice that really negates most choices as not being true choices. What do I mean?
Consider the following analogy. You are offered a choice 
between a red car and a blue car. The dealer says they both work great. Which one do you choose? I decide I like blue. I jump in my new blue car and start driving. Half way home the bumper rattles loose and the car overheats.
I chose a car that “works well” and what I got is one that doesn’t work.
So, did I have a choice or not? Depending on my perspective and mood I may say, “Yes I did have a choice” or “No I didn’t really have a choice”.
I think most readers can agree that there is something in our mind that attracts what we have in our lives. In this way we create our lives. It is the movement of our mind that creates the world around us. Since it is our mind that is doing the creating it appears like we are choosing. Yet are we?
The issue is similar to the car that was supposed to work well, but didn’t. The reality we are presented with is deceptive. If we are not getting accurate information, how can we possibly make an informed decision? Further, our thinking and ability to make a choice is is tainted by judgments and emotions that cloud rational decision making. We tend to be reactive rather that proactive.
I like the way the Buddhists explain this conundrum best. They say we are forced to be reborn over and over, because at the moment of death, whatever the mind is doing or whatever the predominate occupation of the mindstream during the person’s lifetime will naturally create the next moment of mind and the next form the person takes.
For instance if a person dies after a lifetime of feeling jealously over what other people have (even if they are rich) their mind will continue to feel this lack and create of life of poverty. The new-agers might say “They chose to be poor to learn how to live without.” The Buddhists might say, “They were forced to be poor because it was their karma.” Both systems acknowledge that the “state of poverty” is one that can be changed at anytime. All that is needed is a change the “thoughts” or “beliefs” of “karma” that hold it in place.
Similarly, life purposes, or actions that are driven by some unseen force, are often based on misconceptions. For instance, the feeling that “I have to take care of my family, even if it means self-sacrifice” could be coming from a need to be approved. One could be reacting to someone judging them wrong (this life or past) for not doing more for others. Or it could be that the person feels guilty about their family dying in a fire in the last life while they were out with friends. In this case, they are driven by some unseen and unacknowledged fear of disaster and the erroneous belief that they could do something to prevent it. Indeed, the person may actually strongly feel, “I have to protect my family”.
Note: Choosing to take care of our family is different than the drive to take care of our family that is created by the “I have to…”.
In our current condition, most of our actions are controlled by the subconscious mind. With this in mind, I don’t think we consciously make many choices. And if by chance we do consciously make a decision it is based on inaccurate information or limiting beliefs. In addition, sometimes whatever we choose is outside current possibilities. So, once again we do not really get to choose.
For instance, many years ago I decided to not get angry any more. Anger is a waste of time and energy. Right? Yet, just a couple days ago I got angry when I saw that a company has mischarged my credit card. In that moment, I was aware that anger was arising, but I was powerless to change that emotional reaction by choosing to do so. Of course, I could choose to not feed the anger fuel, but that first automatic reaction was still driving me.
What would it take to live from a place of true choice?
What would it take to be free of automatic reactions?
Regarding choice. Specifically how one feels at the moment of death or the predominate occupation of the mindstream during the person’s lifetime. What if like Chispa, at the moment of death one is consumed by fear? You did what you could to intercede, it seems to me, but not everyone has someone to do that for them. I guess the question though is; what is it that determines what the next lifetime will be? Is it possible that one’s lifetime of work toward say, understanding the universe would always outweigh their final thoughts? Or is a lifetime negated by extremely strong final thoughts? Or could the reverse be true; a person spends their life working to support themselves, and is focused on money and income, but at the moment of their death, has a revelation and experiences clarity of being. Will that last moment absolutely outweigh a life of being self-centered and money hungry?
Good questions. How the mind creates our lives is harder to see than ultimate reality itself. Or so I am told. However, my understanding is that the moment of death (being the moment of our next form) is critical. Will a moment of clarity outweigh a crappy life? Yes! Jesus explained it with a parable: The farmer goes into town at sunrise and hires workers. She tells them she will pay them $25 for the day. She then goes back at noon and hires more. She tells them she’ll pay them what it is worth. Finally just before dusk the farmer hires another group. When the sun goes down it is quitting time and she pays the workers. Each one gets $25 for the day. The ones that started at dawn complain that the ones that only worked an hour get the same reward. (Matthew 20:1-16) To many of us it seems unfair. One good thought and you get heaven! This suggests the contrast may also be true – one bad thought and you end up in a hellish world. Almost makes me wish there was a god in charge of things instead of our fickle minds.
One final thought, a lifetime of working to “understand” would not necessarily lead to a pleasant rebirth. I would imagine one would get an even more confusing life so they could “learn” the futility of “understanding”.
Thanks for your contribution, Simon!