Second Path

In Buddhism there seems to be a lot of lists and steps and stages.  We have the Three Principal Paths, the Ten Bodhisattva Bhumis, The Seven Step Method to achieving Bodhichitta, etc.  There are also two other ways, besides the Three Principal Paths, to organize the realizations needed for enlightenment that are called the Five Paths and the Four Paths.

The Four Paths or Four Stages of Enlightenment are an organizing structure that is part of Theraveda teachings.  The first path is stream-entry.  The second path is a once-returner.  The third path is a non-returner and the fourth path is an arahant or enlightened person.  Sometimes people consider obtainment of first path, enlightenment, so you have to watch your terms.

I’ve been thinking about second path a lot lately.  The task of the second path is ending all craving especially:  1) the desire for sensual pleasures and 2) the aversion towards unpleasant things.  Although I have not had a direct experience of no-self (or emptiness), which some people consider a requisite for first path, I am intrigued by the possibility of ending all cravings.

It is clear to me that my gross cravings for my drug of choice are unpleasant, but I am becoming more and more aware that all of my subtler cravings are also tiring and useless.  And, unfortunately it is most likely that these subtle cravings are in control of much of my behavior.  How can I possibly get rid of them all?!

I was talking to Master Culadasa of the Dharma Treasure Buddhist Sangha about this just last month.  First, the task of getting rid of cravings is a task of someone that has already achieved, and perhaps solidified, their first path position.  It is not a task of someone in an earlier stage of spiritual development.

(Ahhhh, yes, I need to be able to walk before I can run and dance. Never mind that I feel ready to fly.)

Let’s take a peak into the future.

Once you get the realization that the only acceptable state of mind is one free from craving, Master Culadasa, says that you will then seek to eradicate craving by putting yourself into situations where it arises and turning your mindfulness on it. For instance, you go for ice cream and watch craving arise when you enter the store and as soon as you take the first bite you watch craving arise for the second bite, etc..

Now this is the opposite action that people with addiction are advised to do.  In early recovery you want to avoid your drug of choice and the people, places and things associated with it in order to avoid uncontrollable cravings. Unfortunately, this can be very hard to do and it is not unheard of for people to relapse due to cravings arising from a trigger.

However, the idea of seeking out triggers when you have the proper support is an idea supported by the information in the Pharmacology of Addiction class I’m taking. If the sight of something associated with your drug use gives you cravings or a physiological change, then it is better to desensitize yourself before you encounter that something without support.  This means actively putting yourself in situations that trigger cravings and not using  – so the body can establish a new predictable reaction to the trigger.

In dog training language this is called extinguishing a behavior.  Lets say your dog likes to bark and you don’t like the noise.  The trick is to teach your dog to bark and consistently reward it whenever it does.  Then, to extinguish the behavior all you need to do is never reward the dog again and the behavior will die out.  However, if you are inconsistent and reward it one more time or intermittently, the behavior will persist, perhaps forever.

Once again we see that addictive cravings may be on the same continuum with regular everyday cravings given the same advice is offered to eliminate them.  The idea is to not react when craving arises, but to turn mindfulness upon it. Mindfulness leads to wisdom and wisdom is the tool that cut all dysfunctional behavior.

I find that not feeding my cravings only makes them stronger:  what I resists persists.  This perhaps supports Master Culadasa’s point that the task of removing cravings is appropriate after first path has been reached.  I feel like I am weak-willed, but the truth is I’m simply powerless to make the change at this stage.  The power to make the change is given by the wisdom obtained in spiritual practice leading up to second path.  Not only are we given power at that time, but also the motivation and desire to eradicate cravings.

 

Thought Addiction

Yesterday we began a discussion of checking out reality by observing our mind.  One of the first things you notice when you begin to watch the mind is that you cannot find anyone in control of it.  It seems to “have a mind of its own”.  In reality the 90% of our mind that is subconscious is what is actually ruling the show.  The 10% that is conscious is what makes it through the filters of our subconscious. How to establish a unified mind will be the topic of a future post.  Today, lets talk about one type of automatic thought pattern.

This pattern I call thought addiction.  It involves repetitious thoughts that lead to chemical changes in the body. Here is a personal example of it in action.

About two months ago, my work settled down into a nice pattern.  I had lost a major client earlier in the year, but a second client showed up with additional work.  As I planned a summer vacation, I noticed that I was constantly thinking about how great my work was.  I also kept noting how for the first time in over five years I had enough money to cover my expenses.  These thought were quite pleasant, but also quite repetitious.

I realized how much energy was going into repeating these thoughts over and over.  The pay off was that they were pleasant and I imagined that they helped me release some happy chemical as I repeated them again and again.  This is why I called it a thought addiction.  In my case I was addicted to a happy chemical, but I imagine many people use obsessive worry to produce a similar change in biochemistry.  Other people find the chemicals released with anger to be stimulating as well.

The release of happy chemicals is one of the premises behind the power of positive thinking.  I was learning first hand how thinking positively actually makes one feel better.  I can appreciate that this practice releases a powerful endogenous drug, however, I’m actually trying to weed out all addiction and behaviors that are based on clinging to certain states.  I can imagine a better state beyond such petty addiction.

Yesterday, I noticed a similar thing happening as I performed my last massage.  I kept thinking about my day off today and what I was going to do.  Again, I can only see the purpose as creating “happy chemicals”.  I was avoiding the moment and the richness of the moment, perhaps because I was a little tired and the massage was a two hour one so the novelness of the activity was wearing off.

True freedom comes when I no longer distract myself from the moment by essentially meaningless thoughts.  True freedom comes with equanimity and equanimity comes from the insights that are gained by exploring and investigating how I think and act.

Temptations

On Sunday things began to heat up at my house.  The humidity is getting higher along with the already high temperatures and my swamp cooler was getting bogged down.  It looked like what people told me (swamp cooler only good until end of June) was true.  Still, I was not ready yet to switch my ventilation from swamp cooler to AC.  I decided to hold out another day or so and see what happened.

At 87 degrees and 50% humidity in my house I decided to find a cool place to go to.  I googled “Indoor Malls” and found one at Cactus Ave. and Tatum Blvd.  I jumped in my car and was on my way.

As you might ascertain by my need to do an internet search, I don’t frequent malls or shopping centers.  As I walked through the mall, I remembered a time when I did go shopping and had “important” things to buy.  While I appreciated the beautiful things the whole idea of buying seemed almost foreign to me.  I had no desire.

I left the mall and noticed a Dollar Store across the street.  Just this week I had seen a video about how to mount posters on foam board purchased from the Dollar Store.  I expected the “Book Signing” poster I ordered to come later this week and I was in need of some foam board.  I made a line to the store.

Immediately as I entered the store I found myself in front of a large display of glow sticks and wands.  I saw that packs of 5 bracelets were $1.  As I was wanting to have things to give away at my book signings I considered the possibility.  Then I noticed they had tubes of 15 bracelets for the same price.  This seemed odd.  I engaged the clerk and we marveled at the price.  What a good deal!  I couldn’t decide how many to get, so I postponed my decision while I walked around the store shopping.

Then my introspective awareness kicked in and I began to think it through.  I seem to have a thing for things that light up in the dark.  You would not believe how many times I’ve been tempted by glow sticks and had to go through this same process.

First, I know nothing about how they are made, but they are plastic with some chemical inside.  Their manufacturing cannot be good for the environment.  Second, they only last one night and then there is a plastic coated chemical waste to dispose of.  That cannot be good for the environment.  Third, the fact that they would bring me pleasure is not even true.  I don’t even get pleasure out of things like that anymore.  I just think I might – and even that thought is just a weak fleeting idea.

When I got to the register the clerk questioned my lack of glow sticks.  I explained that I thought it through and decided purchasing them didn’t line up with my values.  I didn’t mention that I had to resist the temptation to get the glow in the dark snake that expands to 600 times it’s size when put in water or the pack of five glow in the dark lizards.  Nor did I mention how I wasn’t buying for “a friend”, the lovely pig dog toy that oinked just like a pig when squeezed.

It is amazing to me how strong the temptation to purchase glowy things is.  The voice that says it will make me happy and it is so inexpensive is very strong!  I feel like an adult inside of me is denying a child.  Yet, all I have to do is remember what it was like to throw away (or give to the thrift store) the last impulse buy and there is no question I don’t want it in my life.

Stand up toothbrushNow, I don’t want you to think that my whole life is no fun.  I did purchase a new toothbrush to replace my old tired one.  And it smiles all the time!

I got a three pack for $1 while the old one (a fancy replacement head for an electric toothbrush that broke) was more like $18.  I am especially excited that the old one and the new one are self standing!

And, I still might go back for the snake…  it might be a good companion to my dinosaur.  (Purchased the last time I went to the dollar store.)

 

dinosaur in the garden at TESLI