Dream Yoga

In August, when I visited the Shambhala Center in Davis, I picked up the book of Dream Yoga and the Practice of Natural Light .  I don’t usually read popular literature, but it was laid out for free and lucid dreaming has been something I had some limited interest in and thought I might pursue.  I had some limited experience with lucid dreaming and wanted to learn if this might be a tool to clear some of the trauma residues that I still carried in my subconscious and that seemed to manifest in my dreams.

This was my first contact with the author, Namkhai Norbu, but I was pleased to find that he was a recognized Tibetan lama with an excellent Dzogchen teacher.   Both his teacher and paternal uncle achieved rainbow body.  His awareness of ultimate reality and the path to enlightenment came through in the book.  For instance, he clearly understands that dream interpretation or focusing on the content of the dream are not useful activities for one aspiring to liberation.  In fact, pursuing lucid dreaming was not a goal at all.  He says:

dzogchen symbol Ah

White symbol of the Tibetan letter A. (Pronounced Ah) Copyright Paul GNU free

In the Dzogchen system, it is not necessary that one commit oneself to working on dreams.  That will arise naturally out of the practice of the natural light.  The most important thing for this practice, as I have described, is to do the particular visualization of the white “A” before sleeping.  In doing this visualization we use the working of the mind in order eventually go beyond the mind.

I started doing the practice on December 11, 2014 with the idea that I would commit to it for a month and then reevaluate.  His instructions are quite simple, as many effective spiritual teachings are.  The key part is to practice.

I appreciated Namkhai Norbu’s presentation of the nature and classes of dreams. In it he demonstrates a good understanding of dreams.  First, he divides dreams into two broad classes:  Those arising from karmic seeds or traces and those arising from the clarity of the mind.  Those arising from karma can be due to the current state of the persons body, energy and speech or tensions in their mind or they can be due to karmic traces from an earlier time or from the recent past.  Clarity dreams provide insight that allows the practitioner to progress towards liberation.

I highly recommend the book.  You can borrow my copy or your purchase using the link below support TESLI.  Thanks!


Malva as Food

Young cheeseweed plant (Malva parviflora)

Young cheeseweed plant (Malva parviflora) Phoenix, AZ Dec 2014

Malva parviflora, (aka mallow, cheeseweed, and even pigweed by some) is one of my favorite plants.  It is a common weed.  It was abundant in all of my gardens in the Bay Area and now I find it loves the Phoenix desert as well.  Here it seems to have a specific season.  It avoids the hot summer, but sprouts like clockwork once it cools down.

Today I harvested a bunch to use as a pot herb in making a bone broth.  Malva isn’t a particularly exciting herb to eat, but it is packed with nutrients.  In Traditional European cooking it is not uncommon for vegetables to be cooked in water with or without meat to make a hearty broth.  Once cooked, the vegetables are discarded and the nutrient rich broth retained. Malva seemed a perfect plant for this: there is lots and lots of it around;  it is nutrient rich; and the plant itself isn’t that exciting to eat.

Freshly harvested Malva parviflora (cheeseweed)My plan to make a broth started last month.  I bought a couple organic Turkeys over the Thanksgiving holiday, one of them a Heritage Bird.  Since bones tend to store heavy metals, in particular lead, I was excited to get the cleanest birds I could so that I could prepare a bone broth.  Bone broths are rich in calcium, magnesium, and all the other minerals and nutrients essential for strong bones and teeth.

I reserved the bones after cleaning the carcass of the meat in November.  Today, I pulled them out of the freezer and put them in a pressure cooker.  I covered the bones with water (about 3/4 of a gallon) and then filled the cooker up with as many Malva plants as I could jam in (they will cook down to nothing).  It rained last night, so the Malva pulled easily out of the ground roots and all.  The roots are just as good as the tops, so all I did was rinse them off and put them in the pot whole.  Young Malva Parviflora cheeseweed

I cook my bone broth more than other people.  I intend to have the bones so soft they can be eaten without a crunch.  For a chicken carcass this takes about two hours in the pressure cooker.  The turkey bones are a little bigger, so the cooking time is about  three hours.  Most of the bones are soft with that, but the long bones need longer.

What do I do with the bone broth?  Well, I’ve been dreaming about good hot and sour soup.  I’ll use this broth as the stock for one of my favorite soups.  In anticipation of this I made the broth with about a tablespoon of white pepper (the ingredient that makes the soup “hot”).  I’ll add vinegar (for the sour) and then egg (to make the egg flower).  Other traditional ingredients are tofu, stripes of meat, and tree ear fungus.

We Are Not Our Emotions

dakota ridge boulder CO chi gung spotMoods intrigue me.  I woke up this morning and headed out for a morning walk just before dawn.  I was, as always, watching myself.  I was in a foul mood.  I didn’t want to get up and I didn’t really want to be walking.  The thoughts that kept arising were predictable and almost humorous.

I was miserable and the weather was no good (actually perfect: clear, sunny, and about 40 degrees).  I could be satisfied by nothing including the nice warm coat I was wearing (scratching my neck).  I did not give much energy to the thoughts that would pop into my mind and decided to just be in my state of blues.

After I walked for about a half an hour on the Sanitas Valley Trail (trailhead just a few block from where I was staying in Boulder, CO) I noticed a heaviness in my heart.  I was walking quite slow on a fairly flat trail, but I could feel that my heart was not functioning properly.  Physically my heart is in great shape, but I am aware that a certain number of heart attacks are caused by emotional, and not physical, effects.  I could feel that it was not pumping adequately and that my blood pressure was just a tad low.  I breathed energy into the area and kept walking.

Finally I came to a lovely spot in the sun overlooking the entire city of Boulder and beyond.  Nestled in the boulders I had done my morning Chi Gung exercises here yesterday.  Today, I just lay down on the rocks.  No energy for anything else.

The pressure in my chest was still there, so I did an advanced Thetahealing technique called heart toning.  This lifted the pressure within minutes.  I then proceeded to clear my energetic field of negativities.  I am aware that being negative can attract more negativity and that picking up negativity can subsequently make one negative.  In either case, I used Thetahealing to clear myself.

Although I was resolved to just be in Dakota Ridge Trail, Boulder COwhatever state I was in, the energetic work shifted everything.  I felt connected to all-that-is and energized.  I got up and did  Dragon and Tiger Chi Gung and even the Eight Brocades Chi Gung that I rarely find the time or energy to do.

The day suddenly seemed marvelous.  Moods seem so arbitrary and transient, yet it is so easy to give them more weight and attention than they deserve.  Thought for the day:  What would true freedom from moods be like?